Is It Possible?

Is it possible for me to feel safe again?
If yes, say when?
Till when can I defend this realm?
They say, if you fall stand up once again...
Who will wash this bloodstain?
Every now and then
It is beyond my ken
I am as mad as a wet hen
Time and again I lose and I gain
Enough is enough Amen!
Oh saviour! Come out of your den...
Now is the time ten on ten.
Maka me all overwhelm
End this pain.